Just individual mumbling to myself.

Stuffy really..

I thought it was due to ma lack of knoweldges for those biz feilds.
Well dont know much about LBS and embeded software stuffs however,
I kept trying to understand that i am wet behind the ears and dont know much about the company yet .
so That would getting better if i just try to go through with it
but unfortunately that is totally wrong i finally realized tht
yes right I was like sheep standing at the wrong grass.
and barking at the wolf not making sound baba to other sheeps
kinda sad and depressed ..
I still kept praying for lord every night that i hope really want to furfill your way you prepared for me since my mom got shocked and stumbled.
I really hope i want to be a person JESUS only wants me to become.
Although it is little stuffy and annoying that i am here doing what i dont want .
but also i can feel gratitude that you are really governing me leading my everything for your purpose.

Jesus plz help me and lead me for your own way
I am now totally belonged to you only JESUS. Praise the Lord.